September 15th, 2006
|01:29 am - my ankle just cracked|
I moved it, and it cracked, it kinda hurt, but it wasnt to bad. It was odd, and made a loud noise, I wonder if it is happy or sad.
The life of an ankle has to be an odd one, semi-strenuous at times, kinda bendy, and you never know when you might roll, or break. You are very usefull, but also very relient apone everything else in the area.
I wonder if my ankle has a soul and the soul that is me actually just treats it like a slave and tells it what to do. That would explain a lot of things about my body, lol knowing me and my rebelious tendencies, maybe the conglomerations of souls that make up my working person are revoltion on the soul in charge.
Hmmm. I wonder what soul will take over if they beat my main soul into subservitude? Interesting, I kinda hope its the soul of my feet. I like to root for the underdog.
September 14th, 2006
|05:21 pm - Bo jangle the door man|
Life is kinda like platipie.
You dont know what to make of them, for they look funny, and seems like they shouldn't exist through natural means. But whenever you get close to them, they freakin gouge at you with their poisonous back tallons.
In other words life is crazy. But I am happy it exists :D.
Current Location: Homezilla
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: the marching band of either the highschool or the college
May 5th, 2006
|You Are Midnight|
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
|01:43 am - When the sky rained the frogs of war|
So my first year of college is over. I rocked ass the first semester academically. I rocked ass in the theatre department my second semester but took a hit to my academics a little and my health. But I did get reconized by pretty much all of the professors, lol sucks that the 2 that i got to know the most are leaving. Oh well.
My work paid off though, I was nominated for a sweet award, which was for the most student to the theatre department for technical or on stage. But Mr. Chris got it. Which is totally fine with me because I waited a semester to get started with my hardcore theatre work. I in fact just did EVERYTHING that I could the second semester. I got 7.75 APO points in 1 semester, with no major roles. which is pretty nuts from what I am told. Anywho. I am happy I had this experience. and I got to meet people and I pretty much shatterd my shyness like a fiend.
Asking 5 people a day out to eat will do that to ya though lol. You get over silly rejection and crap fast if you just force social down your throat.
I acted in a ton of little things, just directing scenes and readers theatre scenes and acting 1, but hey, its all good. I learned a lot and I auditioned for a TON of stuff. and I got nothing but good reviews from the professors I talked too. But they might have been just making me feel better :P.
Regardless this semester was pretty sweet.
besides all my body dieing situations of hate.
April 24th, 2006
|11:07 pm - Sorry guys... my skin is dieing|
I havent been keeping up with anyones journals, I have had a lot on my plate, with the end of the semester comming up and my chest exploding and doctors not knowing whats going on.
I finally got to a doctor after a few trys who seemed to know what was going on.... which is better than the doctors who said
"We are thinking that you probably don't have cancer so we are going to say its an infections"
"I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING LIKE THIS IN MY LIFE ITS... WOW."
"They thought you had an infection? of the nipples and nothing else? *sigh*"
Then finally the referred me to a dermatoligist, I wish they woulda done that in the first place... freakin A. but now I cant wear my shirt today, and maybe tomorrow, I got a shot to stop the fluid leakage and bleeding. but I am also not suposed to bandage myself up anymore. and the shot isnt suposed to kick in untill tomorrow or tomorrow night, so i have to continually clean myself. and add this steroid sav 4 times at least a day.
The doctor thigns its scabies, or stress related. which I really doubt its scabies becuase I havent been around anyone with scabies and I am not a physical person as is. So I havent touched anyone who has had any wierd problems or anything like that, and... this is key, no one else has gotten it from me. Which I wouldnt want this on anyone.
So, well wish me luck on getting over this skin rapping thing I have going on. and I will see everyone around
April 16th, 2006
|04:24 pm - Cancer Scare|
I had a cancer scare today, it wasnt that scary but it cost me too much money. I guess thats kinda scarey. But ultra sounds are cool.
April 14th, 2006
|11:53 pm - I had a dream|
I drempt that I slept with a sailor... and there was a lot of freakin semin everywhere. It was crazy.
April 2nd, 2006
|04:53 am - Sleep deprivation|
So i havent been sleeping like I should so of course when I could be sleeping I am on here leaving an entry.
I think I am figuring out how to interact with people, and not be such a total freakin social burden. Yeah I know I am a nice guy, but put me in a group of people I don't know and watch me have absolutely no ability to be a rational/normal individual.
Now I think I have jumped out of that stage and at this point think I may even be growing into a likeable person. People have been going out of there way to want to hang out with me, and invite me places, and I havent had to seem like the desperate in need of friends guy that I often came off as.
Even though I have quite a few friends and all of them are pretty close and good friends I still wanted desperately to meet new people and get over my inabilty to actt like a a human being around people I didn't know. and now I feel like I have done that and am still growing in that direction.
March 22nd, 2006
|06:04 pm - howdy|
so today I got in a car accident, there was really no damage to either vehicle, i mean the lady that was also involved going a small plastic burn on her car, but no dent even, and i gave her my number and everything like that, didnt get hers so this could turn out entertaining. I hope she freakin calls me and tells me whats going on sometime in the near future, I mean there is like maybe 5 bucks in damage all that needs to happen is she needs to get the little bit of plastic of my bumber off her car, and I can do that, its fairly simple and I have someone with a little buffer that I could use to get it out, and touch up pain is like nothing and I dont even really think there is a scratch.
So I just want to know how much it is going to be, so i can take care of it, and shit, I will even take her out to eat for the inconvenience, or just give her money to take someone out to eat. or whatever, but meh, I am wierd like that.
cuz even though I dont think it was actually my fault, I do think legally it would have been my fault, even though I wasnt moving when we hit there is no way to prove it. so... not sure what to do, but meh.
March 19th, 2006
|09:36 pm - Hate...|
Something I hate is being put into a category of people, like "asshole male" when I feel it is an unjust accusation. I try to be a good guy, and do good things, and help people, and be nice, and treat people with respect, hell I even give people compliments just because I think they deserve them if I like a person or not. (not always but when appropriate). But I am still placed into the category of horny sex driven ass hole male.
I may not be the most caring person in the world, but even if I don't care TOO much I will still help people to the best of my ability in almost any circumstance, so being placed in a category that denounces all the things I try to do and have deliberately integrated into my person I get angry.
Its kinda like calling me a poser. piss' me off. But oh well, the people who put me in that category lose out on the ability to have one of the hand-full of decent guys out there who are not completely sex driven in their life.
So I guess since I am vindictive, I feel like the winner in this situation. :D